THE WATERS OF AFFLICTION
In recent days, from
talking with people and observing on social media, I have become much more aware
that there are many Christians who are facing tragedy, challenges and difficult
circumstances in their lives, leaving many with questions, confusion and even
questioning where God is in all this.
We are in a society today which is
pressured by government instability, financial circumstances and family instability.
Sound Kingdom teaching has given way generally to a social gospel designed to
give false hopes of financial abundance, happiness and earthly security with
little compassion and love ministered by the emerging false shepherds.
Anxiety and depression has become a major medical issue as
people try to cope with the insecurities of life.
This is not a new phenomenon on the earth and indeed the
scripture talks to us about this.
So I write this message asking God to reveal His Word and to
bring answers and peace to the seeking hearts.
I want to look at the experience of David, found in the Psalms which
come straight from his heart in the Tabernacle.
Psalm 42
This appears to record a cry to The Lord from David in a time of
trouble. Bear in mind that David had troubles politically, in relationships
with companions, friends and family, and from Kingdom issues. Some resulted from his own choices and some
resulted from the behavior of others. I’m not being critical of David, but
merely looking at his example to learn from.
It’s clear here that his soul is overwhelmed.
In V7, he says that “the rolling waves of God have gone over him”.
In V5, he says that “his soul is bowed down and roaring within
his inner man”.
He describes his affliction as “The Waters of God”. In today’s medical scene, he is probably describing a state
of depression. What else does he say?
V3 he is crying tears
V6 he is bowed down in
his inner man
V9 he is feeling
oppressed
V9 he is mourning (lit blackness)
Now – spiritually, V9, he feels forsaken by God. We remember
that Jesus too felt like this on the cross. He was expressing the same state as
David had.
So friends, it’s not a bad thing to feel like this, in fact it’s
an honest heart that confesses this to God.
What we see here is what many today would say of their lives. I
have certainly experienced similar in my life.
David doesn’t leave it in a state of despair, but challenges
himself to partake of the help of God, and to Praise Him.
In V11, he declares that God is his healer and that this will
reflect in his face. The word “health” here is the same Hebrew root as the name
of Jesus.
In similar circumstances friends, our help is in Jesus. I see a
pattern here for our healing.
Be honest
and express our feelings
Cry out to
Jesus for His Healing power
Praise Him
We see another example in David’s life in
Psalm 69
The Waters of Affliction have come to his soul. He now describes like sinking into deep
mire where he cannot stand. He is weary from crying, his throat is dry, and his
eyes fail. So again he expresses both soulish and physical symptoms.
He talks here of oppression from people and his own foolishness.
He feels like an alien to his friends and family. He was mocked in the city
gates, and became the song of the drunkards. His heart was broken, and he found
no comforter.
I would say that at this stage of his life, David was
experiencing what we name today as depression. He is in a bad way, perhaps
compounded by the feeling of isolation and being lost.
Does this describe your life friend?
Well let’s see what David
did.
V14 onward, he cries out to God for Deliverance, and that the Waters of Affliction not swallow him up or
the depression pit bury him. He cries out for the Salvation of God.
This of course leads David to Praise, thanksgiving and sacrifice
of himself to God.
V32 The heart that Seeks
After God WILL LIVE!
Can I encourage us all into what David has taught us here? Cry
out to Jesus friend, He will hear your cry, deliver you, set your feet back on
solid ground and your face will shine with His Glory.
This is our answer in the Kingdom friends. It’s not some theory
but the heart of Father God shown to us in David’s testimony and later in Jesus
own life.
I find another experience in
Psalm 88
Where a man, Heman the Ezrahite testifies in David’s Tabernacle.
His soul is full of trouble and he feels like he is going to
die.
Have you ever felt like this friend?
He has no strength and feels like he
is in a pit of darkness in his soul. He has felt in this state from his youth.
He sees that the wrath of God is upon him, and describes it as Waters of Affliction.
This has brought him to feeling abandonment, crying, and agoraphobia
(fear of going outside). He said that in this state he can’t testify of God.
In V17, he says that God’s terrors are like the Waters. His friends
and acquaintances have also deserted him.
This sounds like another depressed man to me.
V13, he testifies that he cries to The Lord from the morning.
We are seeing that these feelings which we can suffer have been
common to others in God’s Kingdom.
I want to go to David’s testimony in Psalm 124. He says that if it hadn’t been for The Lord’s
deliverance, these Waters would have swallowed him up.
From these testimonies in Zion, it is clear that the Waters of Affliction are very real, and that
God can use them for us to learn of His Delivering Power. These afflictions
affect the mind, the body and health generally. They can affect relationships
and bring derision.
God may leave us in these Waters until we hear what He may want
us to hear from Him. He may want to hear our humble cry to Him as well as our
Praise and Thanksgiving.
He can separate us to a pit of circumstances in order to reveal
the state of the heart and cause the revelation of His Delivering Power.
I do not want to make a doctrine out of this friends. I simply
share it that it may bring clarity and open a door in hearts where the Holy
Spirit may speak. If you can acquaint with David and Heman, then you can share
in the revelation of God’s Mercy to them.
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There is a deeper realm in this subject where I believe that the
Waters of
Affliction are being used specifically by Father God in the forming of His
Sonship Company.
I call this the “One Hundredfold Realm” where a people will come
forth in the image of Jesus. This is a deeper working of The Spirit of God in
transforming this Company into the Divine image of Jesus.
In this regard, we
are totally in His Hand as in a cocoon. Experientially we will feel the Waters of Affliction, but God is using these
for His specific purpose of bringing forth His Sons.
I believe that The Lord has this Word for His Sons:
“The Lord is
creating His Temple and chooses to reveal it in the hearts of those who seek His
Face, for such hearts shall live by the Glory of God their creator and Saviour.
This Temple of the Company of His Sons will be cleansed from the inside outward
and The Lord will accomplish this by His overwhelming Waters of Affliction. Be
not dismayed and troubled says The Lord, for the affliction is only for a short
time. During this time your hearts will be exposed and you will come and cry to
me in your depression knowing that nothing can deliver you from the waters and
the pit. These things will not kill you although you feel like they could. I
send the Waters to deliver you as a perfect people, not to destroy you. Know
indeed that I am the Jesus of your countenance, as I was to the inhabitants of
David’s Zion. But you have come to Spiritual Zion where I dwell and you are
hidden in My Secret Place. So let not your hearts be troubled, but see in My servant
David that I am the Deliverer and the One who will lift you up on high in due
time. So My Sons sit quietly in your affliction and seek My Face with all your
heart and it shall live for I have decreed from the beginning that there would
arise a people in your generation who will wear My Name and come forth in great
victory. But you ask when? for the Waters seem to deepen. Not one of My Sons
shall come forth ahead of another for you are One Temple, and I will reveal you
as One. Let My Word encourage and strengthen you for a little time”.
Always for Jesus, Larry
Wilson